Stressed Out

So I've officially stressed myself out. I've decided to ban Guatadopt.com from computer, at least until the New Year. Guatadopt is an amazing source for info and meeting other families that are going through the same things. I've met so many wonderfull people that have supported me through this process, but if I don't quit Guatadopt today, I may never quit. Does anyone know of a twelve step program I can enroll in. j/k

In other news, Paris had her Christmas performance last night, she was absolutely amazing. I couldn't be more proud of her. Not only did she sing every word to every song, and there were a bunch, but she acted out each song. It was extremely entertaning. I'd share the video that I took of her with our new video camera, that we used for the first time, except half way through the performance, the camera went on the fritz and I lost what video I had of her. I was a bit frustrated and tryed not to lose my composure.

Is there a limit to prayers, wishes or miracles you could ask for. If it wasn't for the lord, I'd be in a mental ward. As my son says "He is my ROCK".

Well I'm just trying to keep it together. My prayers and thoughts are with everyone.